라벨: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ss3

I fuckin' tell you. Ito na 'yong kinaiinisan ko. Tang-ina talaga! Pag nandito na sila, putang-ina hahagulgol talaga ako sa sobrang panhihinayang! Hirap ng buhay mahirap + gastosera = MALAKING PANGHIHINAYANG!

라벨: /wrist, panhihinayang, ss3

My brother's high school classmates are here and from that, I can see what's going to happen after 6 years from our graduation. WE"RE ALL GOING TO REMINISCE EVERYTHING back when we were all still on our high school.

라벨: high school, reminisce

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.

Since the start of this school year, I felt really alone 'til now.
I feel very ashamed, ashamed with my current classmates. Am I thick-faced that much? Yeah, I guess so. They are studying hard and me? Loosing all I've got? Lost every little thing? To tell you honestly, I kept asking myself, "Why do I need to belong to this section? I'm not even suitable with them? Their level is very different from me? Their attitudes, their everything. Even told myself that, maybe, God has a plan for me, maybe God is preparing me with my college life? Maybe there's a surprise, a big surprise behind this. Or maybe, He just let me experience what other people are experiencing too and after all of this, I'm goin' to have a great life again? Is this even karma? Putting me in an unknown & hard-to-determine-kind-of-people? Im having a hard time determining their real identity.

라벨: alone, schoolmates, story of my life

Picture from HERE .

I love this kind of picture. I love weheartit! ♥

It's quite raining here right now, kinda cold.

Cool~ Sleeping will be a great combination for this kind of weather,

but still got school tomorrow.

I'm still waiting for some announcements if the gov't would cancel classes.

Today was uh-oh because of the Korean seminarian that went to our classroom. Girls shouldn't be there but they told us it's okay. So he started speaking about their life inside the seminary and he even told us his life story.

• He was the only child.
• His mother is rich while his father is so poor.
• His mother's family didn't accept his mother as their family member because she married a poor man.
• His family is very religious.
• When he was born, his brain got infected by something and his only chance of living is 20%and he'll die with a disease like his father.
• His parents asked their community if they could pray for his survival against this disease.
• Luckily, he survived and grew up and told his mom that he wanted to go to the Philippines & enter the seminary.
• His mother told him that if he will continue to go at the Philippines, she would not accept him as her child anymore.
• But he continued going instead coz he knows that way he could thank God for his survival.
• And now he's here for more than 7 years.

He even showed us some magic tricks and we were all laughing because his magics are kind crazy & etc. We also asked him if he could sing a Korean song for us and he did! The lyrics is somewhat like this: I love you. Na sarang ..... That's all I can remember and take note, he has a good voice. One of my classmates where like, "OMG! I didnt expect that he has a voice like that!"

And yeah, 'twas a great experience having someone like him went to our classroom. Take note, it was also the first time that an ASIAN (except us, Filipinos)visited our school. Usually, Europeans & Americans are visiting us.

Hm, how I wish our school could have an exchange student from the other country.

라벨: great experience, korean, magic tricks, schoolmates, seminar

Meet my sisters! :D Not biological, eh. ^o^

라벨: childhood, friends

Donghae's birthday celebration today. Fly me to S.Korea pls? D:

Whatcha saaaaaaay?!

Ito 'yong pinapantasya naming elementary sa pageant:
As usual. can't think of a good title for this. :x Great!!~

Lemme start my story last Saturday. There was an event, CSJODEMPRISA pageant, therefore, we went there to support our classmates (jerlyn and michael). We, Clarence and Ted, arrived there at 2pm, I think, or maybe earlier, and we thought the pageant for Elementary division was done. Most of the people there are going home and some had just arrived to watch the i-thought-it's-already-for-high-school-division-part. Then we sat at the middle most of the court. LOL. Then after how many minutes, we saw aour classmates arriving on the specific settings. As Ted and Clarence found out where Michael was, they immediately left me there with Wrindle then we went where our classmates was. We sat. Then while seating there, they told me that the next division was for Elementary and I was,
"What the fuckery is this? Are you effin' kidding me?" Lol! ;)))))))) Then so on and so forth, suddenly, MaryRose, Jhing and Jhunaper arrived and sent me text asking me where I am, I saw then at the entrance and fetch 'em there an d brought them along with where everybody was seated. POOF! I have friends na! So we waited for 6-8 hours I think, because we finished the Elementary division. I hate the fact that, their stage presentation is not really good. The background music was not compatible on the current presentation and the song kept on repeating & repeating. Just like during the FORMAL WEAR, the bg music was "Paparazzi" Boy version. Hell, they should played slow love songs like "Reflection" By Xtina A and the likes. So while that song was playing, we were like singing with it and changed the last part, "I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you around until you love me, PAPA..PAPA..PADONG!" that was for Jhing, Then changed the name again with RUDA (our Filipino teacher), JIMBO (Economics teacher), Garces (our Adviser) and etc. Becoz we were bored.

And after 8 hours, fin'lly! High school division will start. It started with Sirkulo(Club for artists)'s Doxology for the opening prayer. Then, the candidates ramped on the stage and danced their production number. As they went in front, everyone was fuckin' screaming so haaaaaaaaaaaaard! And I was one of 'em. Do you know how I felt while screaming & shouting there? I thought I was goin' to collapsed at that moment but stopped myself to do so, because may be everbody will think that I collapsed because of Michael. HAHAHAHAHA. :))))))I experienced that because of the pressure of my voice! It's effin' haaard!

Number 12 looks like the candidate number 13 (elementary division). I think they are brothers. Then at 10pm, I asked my mum if my brother could fetch me because there's no jeepneys anymore and I felt sleepy already. Then I went home.


IM HUNGRY. IM going to eat now. :p

라벨: 10pm, congrats jerlyn and michael, experience, pageant

I can't think of a good title for today's post.

My current mood ;;
FUCK! I'm amazed! Just lookin' through this wonderful drawings. Omg. I just wished I have a talent/skill like hers,if only I have, I bet, I'm rich now though I'm still young. I'm goin' to use that skill for me to become rich! >:D HAHA! It's so nice to meet people like her, isn't?

Okay, today is 10.10.10 And I thought today will be extraordinary as I expected but NO! NO! NO! But at least, it didn't become my worse day eveeer! How could the be an extraordinary day if I'm just seating here in front of the monitor for a day and slept for an hours? How could? But, lemme say it became wonderful day. not extraordinary but wonderful. Yes, indeed. I had talked to someone on tumblr and she is really kind & a wonderful kind of person. Well, it's along story how I knew that she's a good person.

Let me tell yah, INTERNETCONNECTIONISFOREVERABITCHBABY! I'mt tellin' you. That won't change in my side.

Aww, classes again tomorrow. SEMBREAK's coming as well as my birthday. ;)

라벨: -hellokatrina, 10.10.10, ifeelstellar, plan for this sembreak, tumblr

new laptop

BB (blackberry)

iPad

Super Junior's Albums

Photocards & Posters of SHINee and Super Junior

Trip to Paris whenever I want

House & Lot at South Korea. :)))

Lamborghini

Contact Lenses collection

Fake eyelashes

Polaroid and Digital Camera

Dresses

Sandals collection

Mac nail polishes

Mac & Chanel make up

liquid eyeliners & mascara

Hello Kitty Rest House at Japan

20 sets of G-tech (as suggested by Bernadette)

Buy a new domain

Bag collections. Gucci, D&G, Chanel, etc.

iPhone ^o^

Percy Jackson complete series

a duplex house filled with different wines. (I praise Dionysus. haha.)

Shih Tzu (I thought this is spelled as SHIT ZHU. lol)

Body tattoo, fuck yeah design. :)) Sssh.

This was all already written on my pad paper with Berna. HAHAHA. :)) We were talking about different songs like Billionaire, so bcoz of that I wrote this there and Berna help me up. I told her, "Ayos lang 'yan. Di naman masamang mangarap eh." :))) And while typing this post, Billionaire was playing on my iTunes.

라벨: BILLIONAIRE, kelan ako yayaman?, WISHLIST

Hectic schedule? DONE! Omg. After how many weeks beybeh! I'm done with these kind of things. Exams, projects etc. :)))) I'm so free! Haha.

라벨: cool, my birthday, plan for this sembreak, SEMBREAK

Wew. Of course letter C! HAAHAHA. :))) Nakakalokong tanong, 'te. :)) I wont let it pass just like that. ^o^

Whatcha saaaaaaay?!

I was browsing different photos from my folder since I'm lookin' for something and yes, my eyes went on these, on these pictures. I realized that I should treasure every moment with everyone right now, I should befriend with them before I regret everything, yes, everything. I'm about to graduate, we're about to graduate, we still have 5 months left and after that we're all going on our own with the path that we will choose, the path that we know will make us a good person on the future.

I'm fuckin' done with my projects. Can I cry? Can I? *Party party*Ohh well, I felt relieved. Though I'm passing 'em very late, it's o-rayt!

Since my project is written in Filipino, I wrote this dedication. Here'e the translation:

"For Super Junior & SHINee, I'm offering this project and the grade for you. You're my inspiration. I hope I could see you on your upcoming concerts."

Sweet, eh? Okaaaaay! I need to pee now, my UTI might get worse. And I need to eat too, I'm already feelin' dizzy since I haven't eaten a good lunch yet.

라벨: dedication, project, quote, shinee, super junior