This is what Im feeling right now. It seems that everything changed as we entered 4th year high school. I feel that eveyonr had left me -- one by one. And in that, it makes me sad. Ever since I came on this section, jsyk, it all began. Seems no one wants to care anymore, it seems that we have not known each other when passing by on each sides though we knew almost everything about 'em. Parang wala lang. Para lang pansinin ka, dapat ikaw pa unang mag-aaproach kung hindi naman, tatawagin ka tapos "HI!", tapos nun, wala na. Ito malala, you are in the same room with her and it's like we don't know each other. I'll smile on her, cmon! Her respond?!?! WTF. NO COMMENT! Fuck you. Nakakapikon kaya.

Sana lang kasi, kahit hindi na nagkakasama-sama, sana naman hindi yung SUPER DEDMA. Parang wala namang pinagsamahan, nakakabastos. Sana naman kahit ngitian lang ng konti, kwentuhan saglit, sana may ganon man lang. Naalala ko pa dati, nagkakagatan tayo, eh ngayon? Wala na. Sana lang kahit di na tayo nagpapansinan, sana tine-treasure mo pa rin yung friendship natin. At IF EVER YOUR NEW FRIENDS WILL LEAVE YOU, IM JUST HERE. K? FUCK YOU.












PS. Because of my loneliness, i tried to commit suicide. Srsly. But then, I remembered God and commiting suicide is a SIN. >< Sorry God.