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I should enjoy every time of my life. I SHOULD. But what if I can’t? What if I can’t? Then, it’s better to feel sorry for myself. Period.

Why now? Why? Why you guys should show me these things? WHY NOW? Why didn’t you tell me from the first place? Don’t you know you’re making my life miserable — more miserable? Have you ever think about the others? About the people who are surrounding you? Why do you make plans that can make the whole family go rawr?

I know, you already took those pains even years ago and now, you’re already tired. Yes, definitely, I should feel sorry. I don’t know. I don’t know what to feel for you. I really don’t know what to say nor what to feel.

And yes, YOU! How come you can do this to us? Past time? Wth.

Im just very thankful to these two lovely ladies I have right now.

Top: Eva. Bottom: Jhunaper

Though, I’m isolated from them, they seem to be closer to me than before. Every dismissal, I always get excited. I’m going to wait for them downstairs where their room is. If they are taking a long time to go down, I’ll ask their classmates where are they, if I still can’t wait, I’ll go up to their room to fetch them up.

And if we’re together now, we will go out the campus together, go to the farthest path walk and have a chitchat, laugh trip, or food-trip, it depends on our mood, while waiting for my service to arrive. They’ll also wait for me to ride the car before they finally leave. From now on, I always thank God for letting me get closer to them. I feel so much alone every time the classes are going on.THANK YOU, LORD. Please always guide them and always make them safe wherever they go. Thank you.